Others claim to see is to believe. But feeling it beyond a single sense is better. Sometimes no matter how a person tries to deny and ignore the facts, the truth presents itself in a more unexpected way. When this happens, the person is stunned or astonished. Sometimes the best events in life are too good to be true. You then start to wonder and convince yourself that it was not happening. After some moments of your lapse of judgement you can tell that it happened for real. Why do people tend to dream of great things and when it happened right in their midst they can’t believe it? Are men born to be ironic?
Or may be not? Certain things are really good to be true, everthing has its price. Afterall, it never ends on the moment you were stunned it happened. Knowing the reasons on how it transpired may be gruelsome and maybe lies. You may be happy when your far-to-be-true dream happened, but who knows something of greater value or a negativity at par is waiting to sustain or to develop the unbelievable dream come true.
The question arises where should we draw the line when something is fairly good and believable? How can we be sure that the good that happens now, is well deserved and authentic? Or should we embrace the too-good-to-be-true moment and believe it as something real? But as a hedonistic being, I would prefer believing it happened and will do my best to sustain it. However, I should also find out, how this too good to be true endeavor evolved. By doing this, I am creating my saftey net in cases when all the good happened is a hoax. Through that, I have not deprived myself from enjoying the good things that are happening while not fully attaching myself to the thought it would stay forever.
But more often than not, PLUs (particularly me) would have a thinking that when things are getting better, fear engulfs them that it is too good to be true but in fact it is what they really deserve. All I thought that was far from being true is something attainable and feasible. It only reflects how low I see my self-worth for great things. On the other hand, not feeling the too-good-to-be-true confusion is something more serious and unhealthy. It is when we think of ourselves as the only special person and deserves more from what we have and would not appreciate things.
For my too-good-to-be-true set up, i am still crushing all signs of hope in my heart and erasing all malice in my mind, while continue believing and living that we are sharing a social relationship and friendship that i would need, want and like to last as long as it can. I may not know his intentions and his reasons for now but I will gather my strength soon enough to seek the truth. For now, thank you for the special moments of stories and activities. Every thought of it makes me smile. You know who you are. I know we will have a meaningful friendship. So please stay.
