You will be missed Dark Knight

People, Friends, Blogs come and go. One reality faced by earthlings. We meet some and lose some. The exit may have been abrupt but i believe the benefits outweighs the costs.

The dark powers of the dark knight will no longer be felt. He decided to delete his blog space and abstain from reading other blogs as well. I was saddened when i received his message last night. i was stunned. i felt guilty. Me and dark knight sent comments in our respective blogs. Our wave lengths seemed to be at par. we knew each other through the posts we had. I really feel guilty until now. I think i am the last blogger he met in person. I felt his Bebhe got mad at him for going out with me a day after their 8th monthsary. I didn’t know until i read his blog after the weekend. I felt ashamed. I totally understand if his bebhe got angered with our night out. i think i am a slut in the making. My apologies, if our meet up triggered your decision to give up blogging.

you will be missed dark knight, your detailed and fearless posts, your insightful comments, your presence and you yourself will be missed. NO one does it better than your way. you have your distinct way of touching other lives. the blogsphere would mourn your departure. But just like turismoboi, you will still have yourplace in my blog, you will still be on my list of daily reads. That hyperlink connection in my blog woudl remind me that once in my blog life i met you and made me happy in thousand folds. I’ll miss you DK, i will miss you friendship.

I know that you have pondered well enough on giving up your blog. Do whatever you think is right for you and your plans and dreams in life. If the blog served as a medium of misunderstanding or has made your life complicated, it was a good call to call it quits. Your courage and determination to make things better deserves a salutation. Just be happy Dk. In case all else fails, Me with your other blog friends would still be here for you and if you opt to come back soon, we would be glad to give you a welcome back hug. Keep in touch Dk.

Cheers to Dark Knight and his blog. I’m missing you already.

Fun Day 15: It never stopped

I thought Zsazsa Zaturnnah Ze Muzical would end the counting of My fun days after my busy season at work but it isn’t. Just when i thought life would be back to simplicity i received a text message from Dennis asking if i would want to hitch on my way home. When he first texted at around 330 pm, i said i’m not sure because it’s still early to leave my office. We then agreed i’ll just wait for his 2nd trip. So i did.

It was a normal trip back home with the usual topics and kulitan. I got hungry few blocks before my abode, he asked if i would want to eat. With full excitement, ok i said. Several restaurants came across our conversation and decided to look for eateries in the UST dapitan side for him to have a taste and view of my life several years back in college. However, with no luck that night, all eateries closed as early as 9pm, we then headed to a chicken inasal eatery somewhere in laong laan near the danggwa flower shops. We ate a lot, and i felt that he became more comfortable with my presence and being with me. (Most straight guys would despise the thought of eating out and walking along with a homosexual by their side. take note, i used MOST there are some guys who are open to these ideas)Our conversations became more spontaneous, fun and worth remembering. Soft issues about each other blurted out one by one. I suddenly found comfort in his presence. I am slowly coming out of my shell too, sharing my stories and miseries. It was just nice to feel you gained a friend who two years ago seemed to be distant and impossible to be with. No more grey areas on our conversations, blow by blow he fired questions and details to know who i was, my dreams, my plans and everything else about me. i did the same. We enjoyed. I had a great smile before i slept last night. My fun days never stopped.

The What’s next? query didn’t bothered me this time. Before, i dreamnt of perfect moments without someone and when it happened all came to an end as well, because i only dreamnt of it until a certain point. I don’t care if there would be a next thing that could happen with my friendship with Dennis. I’m living by the contentment value anyway i’m still happy. We may remain as friends but hey, being a friend is better than not having a chance to know him better or continue to admire him from a distance thinking of what could have beens.

Dream big. Never say die. Why follow when you can take the lead. Do the impossible. Believe in yourself. It happens on a right time.

Those are few words i’ve hold on to as i lived my everyday life. Anything can happen just believe and do acts to achieve them.